Welcome to Motherhood, let the guilt begin

I saw a card that said that once, oh how true it is. Just last night I was convinced that I broke JT, possibly scarred him permanently, and messed up what could have been a good night of sleep.

I feel asleep very early Monday night - didn't cut his nails . . . he can now only play the role of the villain in James Bond movies.

Yes mother - I cut his nails last night!

JT has been really big on standing lately and is pretty good at it when you prop him up on something. I did so and then missed him as he fell to the floor with a thud. He screamed for 5 minutes before we realized it was also time for him to eat. He was fine after we fed him, but I was left trying to make sure his eyes were still dilating.

As for the sleep - I let him sleep through his last bottle, he was then up at 2, 4, and 6 - I'm really really tired.

Oh and we weighed him on Sunday, we're up to 17 pounds.